...great.

Another selection from my archives of useless dialogue:

"Apparently I'm terrible in bed. But really, is two seconds enough time to come up with a solid critique?"

It's been awhile Blog.
My bad.
Am I doin' this right?

Mother's doin' great, parents went straight to the casino after she got discharged.
Scar from her C-section was causing blockage in her intestines that lead to her extreme discomfort an' loss of blood pressure.
Few days in the hospital clearing out her system made everything better.
So long story short, it was my younger brother's fault.

Hopefully everybody enjoyed their grub beyond excess an' feel guilty about it the next day.
Others would call it Thanksgiving Day.
One of my friends referred to it as "happy kill the indians and take their land day."
Point is, I hope it was a blessed an' joyous occassion for you an' your loved ones.

Makes for a fun time to reflect.
On everything you're thankful for.
On how much/little you've progressed since last year.
In my case, there was probably too much reflection.
So much that my standard deflection with humor didn't work out tonight.

Free country, running water an' electricity, healthy loved ones, no fear of death on a daily basis, third leg properly functioning, all deserving of hurrahs an' thanks.

Just find myself worn down at the moment.
Spritually, physically, emotionally, financially.
With the past few weeks, I guess it's understandable.
But I'm still at that point people find themselves every once in awhile where they feel like their in a rut.

I would assume singleness isn't helping out.
If only because it's cuddling season an' two blankets aren't cutting it for me.

That probably isn't be the main reason for me feeling bothered though.
I would say that answer could be found in the question: why do some people find it so hard to place faith or trust in me?

So yea, I want to write a song about bein' happily in a relationship.
Call it a throwback to 90's R&B.
Cuz all we've got nowadays are songs about hook-ups, one-night stands, breakups, an' home-wrecking.
Whatever happened to the happy times?

And now a random line from a writing I stopped working on:

She lost her left arm and leg in a freak orthodontic accident.
But I still found her alllllright.

Yea.

Current Brain Age: 20
Current Wii Fitness Age: 24
The Random Quote:
"Run like the little bastard you are!" - Crayon Shin Chan

Momwatch 2007

Thanks to everyone for all the support.
It's really meaningful and appreciated.
Moreso than when I lost my virginity.

Speaking of things that lead to babies...
Mother's doin' much better than yesterday.
Gonna spend a few more days in the hospital.
When I left her earlier she was resting comfortably.
I imagine if things were worse I wouldn't be able to attempt humor.

Again, thank you.

Take care, stay out of jail, an' all that other good stuff people.

Quick update.
- Loss of clients due to wildfires equals messed up finances an' eviction scare.
- Mother took an ambulance ride to TriCity Hospital around 6pm last night, exact cause of pain she's suffering still unknown to us.
- I'm gettin' out of the apartment tonight to just de-stress from the past few interesting weeks.
- I still like penguins.
- I figure it's hard to be sexy when you're dealing with gas.

So yea, really appreciative of everyone that's shown concern.
I'll do my best to keep everyone updated.